May 2019
the blinding light on the
country club’s roof shined on
my face causing me to
squint my eyes while the music
snagged the gardenia’s petals away.
pollinated petals blowing pricelessly away
across the dancefloor —
and pouncing onto the pillars.
glorified romances that would one day rot
as if a tsunami crashed through,
suffocating the oblivious peonies fixed on the naive couple on the dancefloor.
prying precious pearls from ash
trying to conserve what Cupid had once created,
trying to save —
what is already far gone
inevitable breakup sprouting like vines across the lighted roof top,
angel-like snapdragon kisses that spread onto her lips.
standing
alone —
on the emtpy dancefloor with the ghost of
him stealing lustful lollygagging looks, locking them
into a safe. the sly smile that
would grasp on her face through the country club like
firecrackers, sugarbushes swirling through the room.
would she have left then?
if she had known how roughly he
would penetrate her stems, snatch her petals
of their color, would she have left the
foolish ornithogalums to fend for themselves?
no, she wouldn’t think she would have.
she would have unraveled in her
concaved
collapsed castle
reigning with thorned crowns like a turtle with plastic around its neck,
she would let a thousand lakes of lavenders lace to
go back and feel the stare of his once ignited eyes.